Author Archives: aninipot

Finding the real you

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My dear I know, it’s hard to let go,
In every step, it’s getting harder and harder.
Friends will say, it’s okay.
But you know it’s not true.
Sleepless night is on the side.
Darker thoughts will soon arise.
But soon you will realized that being scared is alright.

My dear I know, getting back on your feet is not easy.
Accepting your flaws is difficult to do.
Telling families and friends that it failed is a burden.
But you know that silence is not the answer.
Soon, you will know where you belong.
Darkness makes you see the light.
Life is tough but you know you’ll get through.

My dear I know, we don’t want pain.
But it’s not life if we don’t experience things.
Being weak is alright.
Sometimes being strong means shedding tears.
Reality is tough but happiness is a choice.
life is still beautiful after all.

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Paano mag move on ang babae.

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Kadalasan sa mga babae nagiging masokista emotionally. Mas gusto nating namnamin yong sakit. Tagos hanggang buto at kalamnan.

Kahit anong sabihin ng mga tao sa paligid, matigas  parin ang ulo. Sinabing i-blocked sa FB or ang number but we have other social media account to stalked.

Andun yong self-pity if mas maganda si new girl. Andun yong question na bakit sya? kulang ba ako?

Yong sakit parang gumuho mundo mo, iyak na hagulhol na parang di ka na makahinga. Sobrang bigat sa dibdib.

Pero yong pag-stalked, yong paulit-ulit na masaktan habang nakikita mo mga photos nila ay isang paraan ng pagtanggap na hindi na kayo.

Mahirap, sobrang hirap mag move on. Nakakaloka, nakakabaliw.
Kung pwede pang madaliin ang process ng paglimot at maging buo ulit.

Pero if kaya mo syang patawarin, nasa tamang landas ka.
Forgiveness is the starts of healing,para sa sarili mo, patawarin mo sya para mapatawad mo rin sarili mo.

At the end, lilipas din ang lahat. Tatawanan din natin ang mga nangyari. Magiging okay din tayo.

Pain of betrayal

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Loving someone also means ready to take the pain when heartache came.
But the most painful thing a person will receive is when someone you love betray you. Hurt you unconsciously or subconsciously because he or she choose his/her happiness.

It’s a stab that puts a hole in your heart. You don’t know if it can be healed or you just let the wounds embrace you. Hoping that someday you’ll be okay.

It hurts so much that all you wanted to do is either laugh or cry. Laugh to hide the pain or just cry your heart out.

list of what if’s…
Being hopeful to little things that you thought can salvage your relationship.
Unnecessary memories,holding on to it even if you already know that nothing will change.

You were a walking zombie. Trying to live a life even if you’re feeling empty inside.

But amidst those pains you were still praying for your healing and to that person who hurt you.

Forgiving is so hard but, the only way is to forgive so you can also forgive yourself and starts to heal.

Heart Beat

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Remember, there is only one heart that will beat for you.
No matter what the situation.
Either you are happy or feeling empty.

Your OWN.

Your heart will beat for you always.
Love yourself.
Know your worth.

At the end of the day
you only have yourself
and GOD.

What makes you happy?

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What makes me happy?

The swaying leaves of the trees outside the office window makes me happy.
The summer breeze that I felt whenever I go outside makes me happy.
The thought of going to my home province makes me happy.
The thought that tomorrow lunch time I would be able to eat home cooked food makes me happy.

Life is simple. My happiness doesn’t cost much.

Dulo ang simula

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Naalala mo Kung paano
tayo nagtagpo?
Sabi mo, Hi! nabasa ko
mga sinulat mo.
Sagot ko naman. Hello! Mabuti
at nagustuhan mo.

Titik ng panulat ang naging tulay sa
kalsadang ‘di magtagpo.
Sino ka? Sino ako?
Iyon ay nakatago sa likod ng mga letrang binuhol
Mga salitang nagpumiglas para

Tiwala ay mabuo

 

Oras, Bangka, Bituin, Saranggola,
Buwan at Kabataan.
Ilan lang sa mga pinag-usapan.
Pangarap, Pagsisikap, Pagdaramdam,
Kasiyahan at Kabiguan.
Sandigan nang pinanday na
pagkakaibigan.

Tulad mo titik ay ginamit para
ilabas ang nararamdaman.
Emosyon ay itinali, isinakay sa bangka
at binalot sa diwa.
Pagkatao ay ibinahagi, humihiling

Na hindi ito panaginip na gising.

 

Ang dating tulay na titik ay naging boses.

Boses na nagpalakas ng pintig nang dibdib

Tao lang ako, kahinaan ko ang boses mo

Pero ang tanong ko ano tayo sa dulo?

Mali, ang tanong ay dapat

May tayo nga ba sa dulo?

 

Dapat ko bang abangan ang pagdating mo

O ihahatid na lang kita sa pag-alis mo?

Bukang liwayway na biglang naging takip-silim

Matamis na naging maasim

Ganyan tayo. Walang gitna,

Walang tama lang,

Nakatayo magkabilang dulo.

Magkaibang mundo.

 

Tulay na panulat ay nawalan nang bisa

Sa emosyong binalot ng balisa

Hindi mahawakan ayon sa gusto

Sala sa init, sala sa lamig.

Tumatalon, lumilipad, nahuhulog

Hanggang umabot sa dulo

 

Pwede bang ibalik na lang tayo sa una

Ako ay gabi, ikaw ay umaga

Pwedeng bang kalimutan ang gitna,

Bumalik tayo sa simula

Suwayin natin ang tadhana.

Burahin lahat sa memorya.

Baka kwento natin sa dulo ay magsimula.

REPEAT NEVER AGAIN

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Isa pa. Isang beses ulit, patawarin mo. Ganito tayo ‘diba? one more chance, second chance at hanggang sa pang sampung chances pa. Sige magpaka-tanga pa. Sobra na teh!

Nauso pa ang #neveragain, tapos try ulit. Putik! sarap magpakalunod sa sakit!

Minsan humihiling na sana panaginip lang ang lahat. Na sana ‘di sinubukan. Kung pwede lang bumalik para baguhin ang desisyon. Well, tao lang. Mas mabuti ‘to, exciting ang life! halo-halong emosyon.

Hindi daw madalas maintindihan ng ibang tao ang malalim mag-isip. So ‘wag nyo ‘ko intindihin.